my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER...

Sunday, June 29, 2008

BUSY WEEK + FREAKY COINCIDENCE(S) !!!

been pretty busy with my london stuff. first i need to settle my passport, so went to take passport photos last fri.. then collected it today... planning to renew my passport on tues! and... i need to send my LSE documents bck for verification by this week too!! faint.. and i did some brief reading on visa application... they need SOOO MANY documents!!!! then i don even have one prepared.. so im planning to prepare those by end of this week too!!!! and those things like need to compile and check so i need TIME!!!! that's why i decided i shudnt go for ipoh.. since this is the only week w/o driving lesson.. might as well settle my london stuff! LOL.. alot more reading up to be done too!! keep postponing my reading of the LSE website for new arrivals... cos there are sooo many links and "essays" to be read!!! and printed! so.. yeah.. i shall do it once ive settled my documents and passport i guess... im sooooo MESSED UP and... in a fluster suddenly!!!

still have bank account, phone line to settle! this weekend already bought my new SEphone C902 cybershot phone!!! WHEEE!! and its the first freaky coincidence! ahhaha with JESS lar!! she didnt even say wad phone she gg buy, when she gg change her phone!! then... when i asked her today wad phone she changing to, she changed to SAME MODEL and SAME COLOUR -- red!! cos we're sick with blck! ZZZ sama sama!!!

and then today i just went to buy my new lappy! Fujitsu S6510 which cost $3188 bucks!! faints! but they have built in webcam and mic.. which is gOOd!!! and... the second coincidence is also... JESS!!! she bot new lappy today too.. S series also! faints.. so QIAO.

anw... been pretty busy with these minor stuff which are super time consuming!! then next week... tues have to settle passport and my documents, wed im meeting my angel trent... weekends i'll do bank account and if possible.. settle 20% of visa doc needed! faints... its so ma fan!!! and... im feeling so... BOMBARDED by all these! hahaha

busy but quite happy i must say... except for.. certain things which i don think im in the mood to mention... sometimes i really dunno wad is he* thinking. why cant he be like another him*... haiz... my aunt introduced me to an ACS(I) guy my age who's gg imperial college cos his mum is her fren.. and his mum thinks that he has to know more pple.. faints... ended up, everything was so awkward cos it sounded more like matchmaking session. =X

aww.. im super tired... thinking of watching the FINALS btw GERMANY( MY FAV FAV) and SPAIN! but... my eyes are alr half closed... ZZZ then howwww i need to support GERMANY and KLOSEEEEEEEEE, FRINGS, SCHWEINSTGER, PODOLSKI!!! yawns.

~sukai

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Saturday, June 28, 2008

TAGGED BY MELODY THE GREAT INSANE

Name 20 people you can think of now :
1. Jx
2. Cris
3. Trent
4. Dk
5. Zac
6. Grace
7. Melody
8. Jessica
9. Sasa
10. Nancy
11. Fung
12. Saleena
13. Meisum
14. Xue si
15. Pei Xuan
16. Baoyuan
17. Wilson
18. Joshua
19. Hannah
20. Timothy

-How did you meet #4 ? [Dk]
NJC... he was my ogl i think... was he? LOL in my senior class too.

-What would you do if u never met #1? [JX]
i would have sunk into depression... probably really in IMH now... my life would not be so blessed too cos this gal is my bestiest pal and we have a long long way to go!

-What if #9 and #20 dated? [Sasa and Timothy]
GOSH. they wont. at least not now.. Cos sasa's in hk.. tim is in sg.. and... i know my darling sasa has someone who's "always on her mind".

- Will #6 and #17 date? [Grace and Wilson]
WOAHH. not too sure abt grace cos i know she doesnt have a crush.. but.. WIlson has someone he likes eh!!! hahaha.. and i think i know who.. wahahha..

-Describe #3 [Trent]
smart, hardworking, very amicable(now only!!!), quite an engaging person, responsible and super committed vice pres of student council in NJ... he's jus my very VERY nice angel.. hahha cos he promised to "make it a point" to reply to ever sms i send(and u know.. i flood pple).. wahahah and i think... he will forget his promise soon. =X but overall a very "outstanding" person in terms of character and personality! (i still cant get over the way he answers the phone.. "hello, hello, HELLOOOO?!!!" when i already said hello, yes?! faints)

- Is #8 attractive ? [Jessica]
DUHH!!! hahaha!!! see her flooding tagboard u know she is POWER alr!

-Describe #7 [Melody]
The greatest insane who refuses to admit she's insane. but well.. afterall she's in IMH so i dont really blame her for her "ignorance" X)

-Do you know any of #12 family members ? [SAleena]
YEA! i know her mum, her sis, her bro!!! hahah her mum appeared in "yummy yummy" doing the satay! LOl~ fated that her stall was selected by TVB for filming! hahaha! she's my bestiest ij fren too so she kinda tells me abt her sis... and her bro!

- What would you do if #18 confesses to you that s/he likes you ? [Joshua]
erm... is that possible?

- What language does #15 speaks ? [Pei Xuan]
English, Chinese... human language!

- Who is #9 going out with ? [Sasa]
IDK for now... but...i want and hope for it to be Eric. (sasa... if u see this,.... u should tell me how are u two getting along!)

- How old is #16 ? [Baoyuan]
19 .. wahhah i cant believe he's same age as me.

- When was the last time you spoke to #13 ? [Meisum]
Before she took a 13hr flight to london.. 26jun 1015am!

- What is #2 favorite singer ? [Cris]
HMmm.. me!!!!

- Would you ever date #4 ? [Dk]
i shall leave this for him to answer. haha.. cos he knows my answer.

- Would you date #1 ? [JX]
OF COS!!! i wana go cycling with her at ECP!

- Is #19 single ? [Hannah]
i.... DUNNO!!! but she has her linda... LOL.

-What is #10 last name ? [Nancy]
WU....(lala)

-Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 ? [Fung]
NOOOO. he's too playboy already...

- School of #3 [Trent]
NJC.

- Where does #6 live ? [Grace]
Beside AY. (she wish lar) hahah!!! i think near JE?!

- What is your favorite thing about #5 ? [Zac]
Many things... he's just too perfect. but... maybe his sincerity touches me MOST!

- Describe #20? [Timothy]
crazy junior who stays near me!!! but he's so smart too.... gt so good grades for common test...

YAY! DONE!!! took so longgg.. ok now pls don tag me anymore pls... im starting to hate it!!! when im sooo busy with my london stuff.. spare me. thanks. i shall nt tag pple too X)

~sukai

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

《我介意》
詞：陳德志曲：李志源

主唱:金莎

其實我的安靜有蹟可尋
只是你太不留心而已
如果說兩個人在一起
比一個人孤寂愛會不會過期

漸漸你成為我BLOG裏
被別人閱覽著的心情
我聽說留言的人會有個面具
那個匿名的會不會就是你

我還是介意你的話
總在無意間變化
介意你對愛的想法
和我有了分岔

我介意你沒忘了她
介意你還放不下
該遷就還是一笑而罷

~sukai

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

That's When i Love You..

by Aslyn

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what
No matter what

~sukai

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Thursday, June 19, 2008

I DONT KNOW WHY...

i said all that to u. apart from jess, grace and jiaxin.. i think u're the only male species that managed to make me say all that true words abt my overseas uni stuff... sometimes, i still wonder why am i so able to open up even when u're only sms-ing me? sometimes i really wanna call u and tell u about this issue but im always afraid that i'll be disturbing u in some way or maybe u might not want to listen and it aint the right time blah... i feel so disturbed... ive never ever ever been so distraught in my life. why? i thought i already put you at the back of my mind and i have already discarded all our memories away. but... somehow, even if u're reply was 1 day later, or 1 week later... i would still not be angry? and reply to ur message. ironically... i told myself after i sent that email that i shouldnt even think of sms-ing u or whatsoever.

and sometimes, i would feel so guilty after rambling so much to u... when i know.. u really cant help me and somehow even though i really dont want u to see this weaker side of me, my weaknesses and flaws are always exposed even in an sms. u seem to know how to make me say things hidden in the bottom of my heart so willingly and that is scary... i really think.. im like your palm, no matter how your fist is clenched, u still can see part of the lines on your hand. like how u can see through my thoughts..

is it supposed to be this way?

thinking of opening another private blog cos of certain reasons. oh well. maybe i would.

~sukai

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

CHEAP THRILLS.. so fun!!

ahahah!!! so fun!!! aint the last 2 professional? LOL!! im so gonna make more if i have time!

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

SOMETIMES... i think...

songs can really depict how people feel.. been listening to hz's songs today and suddenly jus had the urge to post part of the lyrics up... haha. i really cant believe he composed the song that portrays how i'm feeling totally.

很想輕撫你

所以避開你

寧願用距離去令你好奇

迴避過眼神先偷偷喘氣

吩咐手臂放在原地

傳聞浪漫太快

愛戀都走得快才會

遲遲未步向你說一世愛護你

情太過洶湧像深海

而我卻會忍耐

但求來日你醒過來

這份情像翅膀打開

還沒有相擁別意外

神教會我等待

待情流像細水

才去承諾你

拿一生兌換愛

oh well... guess im in a thinking mode now... cos someone said to me.. that PEOPLE COME INTO OUR LIVES FOR A REASON, be it good or bad which will lead to the strength and length of our relationships with them. its so true. lets not talk abt those superficial people who are trying to "make use of u" for certain motives and purposely get into your lives in order to attain their motives, but what i wanna say here is to thank the few people in my life who are like little angels god sent... to guide me along all this while and balance out all my pessimism. I always tell myself that i must not forget what things they have done for me and i must not take them for granted so to some of the people here im gg to mention, pls dont feel awkward if i keep thanking u.. cos in someway or another, u have done a good deed. by saving my ever so pessimistic soul. hahaha. here are the lovely pics of my saviours....

ME, JIAXIN, JESS

ME, SASA

MELODY, GRACE, HANNAH, JX, JESS, ME

CRIS, ME

and... fung, hz and nancy... for their encouraging and supportive messages to me on paper.. i will definitely bring them to london...

~sukai

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Monday, June 16, 2008

I CANT BELIEVE IT...

NUMBER 1:
i talked on the phone with... my angel, who is.. a non gossipy guy... for 2.5 plus hours last night. BAHHH.. and it was not really on the phone but thro msn phonecall but but the convo was so interesting and fun that it kept me talking until he and i needed some beauty sleep. GOSH! it was kinda weird though cos i refused to speak into my mic then he kept insulting me and teasing me to make me speak!! but of cos... *victory* i didnt! wahhaha! and i really still cant believe it lasted that longgg. BUZZ... he's just such a nice person.. to bully!! hahah hpefully he doesnt find my blog or i'll be dead meat! =P so glad that we're "closer" !!

NUMBER 2:
another he smsed me... in a weird way. i dunno what to expect... but.. i replied and it sounded.. abit superfiical too? i really dunno how i should treat him now? i wanted so much to be myself.. the usual way i reply to smses but i cant... oh wells.

weird weird day... but nonetheless, i had tremendous fun with my lovely angel who comes online once in a gazillion yrs.. aww how sad!

~sukai

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Saturday, June 14, 2008

TEEWEEBEE ANNUAL DINNER @ Decoders Cafe!

supposed to meet at NEWTON mrt 615pm but i was slightly late cos i went back up to take one plastic bag of gifts for my lovely teeweebee management pple! presents from turkey, really hope they like their gifts! then cos of the blunder, and cos SOME GREAT PERSON asked us to turn right instead of LEFT, we ended up walking to the opposite exit but!!! BUT!! it was a blessing in disguise? or maybe.. it was fate?!?

hahahah cos when we walked from newton mrt to the cafe at balmoral plaza, i met MY LOVELY ANGEL TRENT! hahaha!!! and the most COINCIDENTAL thing was that the day b4 or smthg we were chatting on msn( we didnt chat for AGES alr) and i told him i would send him some gifts from turkey and he told me he had church camp so i wanted to sms him and say that maybe when he's back frm camp then i would send his pressie but i forgot abt it! then then!!! when i saw him that time i was still wondering.. "which njcian would i meet man since its bukit timah area" then waaa!!! gt a shock of my life!!! but also quite wasted cos i shud have brought his present then passed to him so this would save me some postage fee!! hahaha!! then i stopped to chat with him for a while and he said he was going for "dance lessons!" oh my!!! for social dancing in church or smthg? hahaha... he's super smart + talented lar! LOL and... someone in my gang still said he was handsome.. LOL or cute?! i cant rmb! hahahah!! but yea! it was such a pleasant surprise that kinda made my day! =D so fated i think! cos if i wasnt late and if SOME GREaT person didnt bring us the wrong way.. i wouldnt prob have met him!! ahhaha.. pity we didnt take pics =/

then we walked to the cafe... wa! so quiet until it was so weird! but nonetheless, we settled down fast and started playing games! LOL~ some brainless ones, and some... -silly- ones!! ahhahaha and the best thing was the surprise for mel's bday and...... the forfeits!!! whoo! so funny!!! grace got the funniest forfeit ever which was to "moan in an aroused manner" or smthg!! then she was totally sian sian!! so we spared her lar! then she gt another one... which is to "take foto with a stranger of the opposite sex" hahaha!!! then the next table, one guy had to do a forfeit and grace wanted to trade with him but guess wad was his forfeit?!?! "hug a stranger of the opposite sex" FAINTS!!! so funny!!!

and jess and jx had to do the cat "meow" on the table!!! gosh!! super funny and i recorded everything down so... probably.. POST EM ON YOUTUBE?!?!? or.. where?!? hahahaha!!! time passed so fast and we left at 1030 after cam-whoring in the toilet! daddy fetched me home X) overall it was a WONDERFUL dinner and we had so much fun!! (other than the sabo-ing me to lose during the last game... hohoho) hopefully there'll be another meet up soon! for K or for anything! hahaha...

==== ALL PHOTOS ARE UPLOADED ONTO FACEBOOK! ====

LASTLY.... I WOULD LIKE TO WISH MELODY THE GREAT INSANE... A SIAOSIAO BIRTHDAY!!! siao siao = smile smile = happy (not that SIAO lar don anyhow think.. im nice ok *pose*) hahaha!! welcome to the oldies club!

IT SHOW WITH JX!

was nearly packed when i reached city hall then i took so long to walk to marina sq cos of the hugeee crowd!!! finally met jx at macs then we went to foodcourt for lunch!! at the che zai mian there cos it kinda has this hk flavour.. that we're so obsessed with! ahhaha! im sooo jealous that jess and grace are gg hk in july!!! bring me pls!!

then, after lunch we chionged to wallet shop to get my new pencil case and jx got one great deal!!! a hp pouch for 2.90!!! so cheap and "branded" ahahha!!! saw so many things like nice wallets to buy.. but i still haven touched my roxy wallet i bought frm the roxy shop in hk.. ZZZ so no wallies for me. hahaha then we saw the creative shop and we decided that buying webcams from there would be better less squeezy.. so went in, look around! asked and bought 2webcams!! hahahah!! cool~ the deals were superb!!!

then we flew down to IT SHOW which was already sooo crowded as expected! then zoomed to level 4 to see JX's cam! and... laptops! and up to level 6 to see my ipod touch which was so sad!! cos last IT SHOW the offer was at 398 for 8GB but now.. 498!!! goodness!!! so i didnt buy.. maybe cos last IT show wilson, me and by went on the last day so that explains the good deal! ahhaha pity i missed it but nahhs nvm. then we spend more time looking around. jx bought a mouse 9.90 and some anti-virus software for 69 bucks! me...?!?! i bought this bed linen for my london bed frm the jean perry sale at level 2!!! waaa its branded and cheap!! ahhaha.. so chiongggg.. then after a while i needed to rush home cos need to go ah ma house bake cookies with my cousins!! FUN!

ohhhh!! anw! my new webcam is tested and ready!! any frens wanna try webcamming me also can!!! hahahah!!

~sukai

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Friday, June 13, 2008

TAGGED BY... MEL!

while waiting for jess to send me pics of TEEWEEBEE's FIRST ANNUAL GALA DINNER....*drum rolls* i shall just be nice and answer more... RANDOM questions...
will blog abt the dinner in my next entry with PICS!! and... VIDEOS?!?! ( 5mins of fame for jess and jx doing... some MEGA FUNNY AND.. SEDUCTIVE ACTION?!?! ) ok.. im supposed to sensationalise it! so hold your breath everyone and wait for my next entry!

1) How long will you wait for someone you love?
1sec. i love pple v easily! LOL ask my buddies, i have a bunchful of ever changing loves!

2) What do you hope for now?
for my ipod touch!!!!

3) What is the last thing you say/do if tomorrow is the end of world?
say...thank you to all of my friends and fly to hk and say "i love u" to hz.

4) Do you hate your friends sometimes?
hmm.. only one friend will fall into this category.

5) What will you do if your bestfriend has been kidnapped?
go get bitten by spiders and turn into superwoman to save her.

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain.
definitely cos this sentence is what my darling said to me to encourage me for A's. will never forget for life.

7) what are you listening now?
all hz's songs

8) What your desired age of marriage?
28.

9 ) Are you happy with your life now?
yes and no? 90% because i feel blessed to have great pals and a loving family! 10% no because MONEYYY NO ENUFF, HOLI NO ENUFF!!!

10) What if your crush ask you out?
how to when i dont have a crush?

11) What will you do when you have crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?
tell him directly. (i did that ok... but that's only if i know its a dead end)

12) What feeling do you hate the most?
uncertainty and emotional lose ends

13) What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl?
hmm... depends on whether he likes me right... i dun wanna be some fool.

14) What are you looking forward in the upcoming weeks?
my webcam, ipod touch and new SE fone hopefully! and... talking to trent if he's online...

15) The most important things in your life?
parents, bestiest friends(hk and sg), the special him?

16) Who do you hope to always be there for you?
not family cos i know they would. best friends and maybe a special him i guess.

17) Do you find life meaningless?
nahhs. not with my TEEWEEBEE management and hk gang!

18) Where do you think you can find true love?
let fate decide... who knows.. toilet also can. (lin chiling advertisement abt the toilet bowl)

19) Do you believe that there is 'True love'?
only if i experience something to prove me so.

20) What's your greatest wish?
to migrate to hk, live there, work there, get married... outside tvb (JK!!!)

21)What will you change when you can turn back time?
to be born in hk with the same parents and background though.

~sukai

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Monday, June 09, 2008

PHOTOS of exciting sights FIRST, TEXT and MORE PHOTOS later!

DAY 1: ISTANBUL -- BURSA

transit flight at dubai. 3am in the morning. do i look tired?? its freezing on board the plane!

The famous Blue Mosque

backyard, inside the compounds of the mosque

beautiful coloured houses in a back alley opposite the Hippodrome

Topika Palace

DAY2 : BURSA -- KUSADASI

Interior of the Green Mosque

shopping for ceramics, handicrafts and textiles shops near the green mosque.

outside a cafe, for apple tea!!! (yummy!)

DAY 4: KUSADASI -- SELCUK -- PAMMUKKALE

the ancient city in ruins, Ephesus

wishing wall outside the House of Virgin Mary

Cotton Castle aka a mountain covered with limestone(my fav fav stop!!)

DAY 5: PAMUKKALE -- KONYA -- CAPPADOCIA (11hr coaching!)

photostop in front of cotton castle

Ancient hotel for traders

sights along the way (from coach, nice pics all thanks to my dearest cam 7x optical zoom until cant see glass reflection!)

really thinking of sending the last one for photography competition leh!!! my mum says have the artistic angel and very deep FEEL. whoosh!

DAY 6: CAPPADOCIA