my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER...

Monday, May 31, 2004

okie jus came back frm band. dead tired. phew. last band practise i'm havin cos i'll be goin away to swizerland!! yeapps! Wed 1145pm flight!! so looking forward to it!.. hahaha..=) oh yar.. jus to dee n noelle.. hehe. i try to remember wad u guys want hor. hahahha no guarantee cos i got short term memory. ;P wells, yesterday i went out with jess and angela.. wahh so fun sia. me and jess really went on a neoprint spree we took like 6 machines!!! and i m officially BROKE. hahahaa but i guess we enjoyed ourselves very very very much. so sad that we hafta wait until december b4 goin out again.. haiz. but nvm! hah! as long as there's a chance, we'll look forward to it! and remember our promise? 18 yrs old we'll go HK together! yeappiee! X) *mike n xuan makes me mad*

oh yar, and yesterday went out with angela too. she's so broke yet bot so many clothings. to her: yar la damn rich i know but can donate some to me anot? i beri poor one. hahhaa. oh wells, it was a extremely fun sunday hehe. and tmr i'll be shooping for sport shoes at queensway.. hmmm.. first time in my life i've been there. cool~ spore is not that small after all. or maybe i'm jus a hermit. hahaha :X

actually, i'm happy yet worried. worried cos i haven completed my holi hw. and by time i reach spore, i wont have enuff time to complete. shoosh!... we are given so so much holi hw .. so bad. we cant even have enuff time to relax. wad holi mann. so pissed. anywayz, i heck la. jus try to complete no choice le. well well, what a long entry. i think i'll end here. maybe will come online again b4 i leave spore! =))

so pple out there do take care and jia you!
*jess* thanks a lot for making my day.
*manda* don be too stressed. we'll work hard together.
*euguene* thankew for that prezzie. altho' its kinda late. heeh.
*andrew* u better dote on ur sis or i'll kill u. she's soooo cutee.. x)
*veggie n tee* will remember the things u guys said. thanks alot for the encouragement and advice. -frens forever-

~purple gal~
|| i wish i wish to meet someone so sweet like mike ||

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Saturday, May 29, 2004

-THE TRUST OF A LIFETIME- *Best show on earth*

okies, so exhausted now. maybe i'll write tmr or later. very sad cos of wad happened. haiz. why does fate torture me? haiz. anywayz, jus hope i can contact her. yepps

~purple gal~

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Friday, May 21, 2004

- disappointment -

totally hecked. i dunno what kinda shitty results i've been gettin that made me all stressed up. bleah. my results are really bad. its like so so bad that i feel i hafta buck up a lot during the holis. i really have deproved. by millions of times as compared to sec2. haix. i dunno wad i shd do now. cry? no use. laugh? no use too. suppress the disappointment? maybe. con't relaxing? no way. i guess the only way is to start now. start studying, start bucking up, start doin revision. cos' if i flunk my mid yrs, i m sure gonna fail for final yr. that's a confirmed thing. so yar. no choice start asap. so i've given myself 2 more days of grace. sunday. yes sunday i shall start my revision for wadever that i m unsure of. physics esp. and maybe chinese.. i'll do some studying & reading of papers. hopefully that'll help.

in any case, i m totally depressed with my marks seriously and my parents are so gonna kill me to make snake soup for supper so i really hafta do something. -sighs- thinking back, maybe i didnt really study hard but my mum thinks i tried so maybe i shdnt worry. she says a thorough revision is best. and do it during june. i guess i would listen to her advice. yeaps. alrito, i guess enuff of the pondering and better write smthg mush more happy.

*the trust of a lifetime* is so nice mann. even tho' mike(lixing)is somewhat like a crazy man, i still likee him like a lot. he rocks. so pitiful yet lovable. heex. wadever the case, its gonna end soon so jus in time for me to go holi. hahaha. greatt and yes i sure "lovee" mike alot cos he's da best! -shuai4-

~purple gal~ || we're gettin closer each day ||

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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

wheee. i lovee the feeling of being free!! anywayz, after reading *jess* bloggie, i found out that i was truly in love with so many hk artists.. heex. approximately 10 i guess. -block letters mean my hot favs-
[females] JESSICA (XUAN), Joyce tang, miriam yeung, GIGI LAI, esther kwan, fiona (dunno wad's her surname), kenix kwok and amy kwok.

[males] MICHAEL TONG (steven in *ij*), nicholas tse, DANIEL WU, stephen fung and probably louis koo. (a little)

hahaha more then 10? i guess so. its like bombarding me. every show on tv seems to be casted with them. -woahh- my eyes are goin blind. heehe. alrights, know wad? i will be doin a nice nice little pic/profile/etc.. stuff for xuan and mike maybee. hehe. mike is confirm doin cos i started doin liaoz. hahaha. so if anybody has nice michael tong's pix pleasee send it to me!!!! =) he's a real macho, cool, manly ideal guy. -maybe too old- but still GREAT!

yeapps, i am so looking forward to watch today's *a trust of a lifetime* 9PM CHANNEL U. its so so fantastic with mikeee(lixing). hahahaa but i guess he's autistic and here we know that he can really act so so well!!! hehehe. sorry my head is full of this nonsense. -gee-

okies now goin to start working on that mikee thingy.. hahaha. oh yar. and i m so gonna buy *gf* and *sp* to watch. *xuan rocks totally. she's jus a super chio, sweet smiling and ideal princess. ahhahaa

~purple fairy~ || its u that i m concerned with ||

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Sunday, May 16, 2004

I jus love these quotes!

+ Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love
harmonizes it. Hatred darkens life; love illumines it

+ Miracles occur naturally as expressions of love. The real miracle is
the love that inspires them. In this sense everything that comes from
love is miracle.

+ Love has its own time, its own season, and its own reasons from coming
and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it or reason it into staying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes
to you.
+ Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is
falling in love with your smile.

+ No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny
withoutleaving some mark on it forever.

+ Wind is to fire like distance is to love; it extinguishes the small and
enflames the great

~purple fairy~ || all i see is u, when i close my eyes ||

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Friday, May 14, 2004

wheee! one more paper to go. then i'm officially freeee. heh. me so happy. cos i m goin switzerland!!! yea!! hahaha will buy chocolates for u guys k? *jess* u rawk. thanks for being so supportive & encouraging... hahaha. *manda* u ask me relac, u relac a not?.. anywayz, do enjoy ure japan holi k? Stay happy! oh yesh, today's a maths was a killer. but still not worse than physics and geog. goof! hahaha.. so happy i can slack and watch scv all day!

*mikeeee rocks. totally love him. he's jus so cool*
*veggie and t.n buddies! u roack a thousand times. if not for u two, i really would not have the zest to carry on.. u know.. esp. after wad happened last yr.* -thanks a millions- |miss ya guys|

haiz. really miss my frens. not really frens but some nice jie. long time nvr tok to them and see them le... u know.. fate is jus so cruel sometimes but well, i jus have to carry on. gd frens are hard to come by so yeapps pple out there TREASURE URE FRENS YEA?

alrights. back to work. aep. art paper tmr. heh. wish me luck. X)
take care pple!

~purple gal~
|| sometimes its hard to accept that fate has brought u to me and taken u away b4 u truly become my fren ||

thers's always someone in ur life u look forward seeing
there's always a dream unfulfilled
there's always a past u would like to relinquish
there's always a soul seeking for bliss

here's nothing but a girl staring out in space
thinking of someone who brightened her days

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Tag board error.
everything is goin bonkas in my life. error her error there. even my brain is sending me the wrong signals. cranked up. screwed totally. gosh. i m so worked up. urgh.

mid yr exams screwed up. life screwed up. tv screwed up. comp nearly screwd up... or i wont be able to even type here.. now... dere. anywayz, i m here slackin' reading geog notes and trying to multitask. error again. cos its bad to do so. what's wrong with everything mann!! wad's wrong with me!!! i m goin insane. arhhh. 5 days more.. maybe i shdnt think of it this way. ... life is also good too.. on the other hand. dad willing to buy tons of vcds for me. tot wont be getting scv but got it jus a day ago. luvky girl pple say. goin to switzerland maybe... or shanghai. depends on dad's schedule... well, not too bad i guess... quite contented wif life but... i feel something's lacking... are my feelings suppose to be an error too?... argghhh.

nonsensical rite? very. okie. i shall cool off. how stupid can i get mann. weelll welll, on the other hand kinda happyyy too! cos me and *jess* goin to FAYE WONG CONCERT!!!! yeahhh! dun quite like her but got the tickets for freee so go larh.. no harm ma... hehehe... shiokers. we finally can go outtt!!!!

*jess* study real hard ya? call u afetr exams! hehe.. god bless and take care =)
*amanda* u better mug. or ure mum will sure scold u. so dun tok on the phone too long.. k?
all e best to everyone la.

kk... not gonna con't tmr still got two papers.. emaths and geog. slack. alrito, me now goin to start mugging... i m suer gonna tear my books apart after the exams... errroorrr.

~purple gal~ *mike rawks. 100% shuai,cool,intelligent. xuan rawks. 100% sweet,pretty*

i m goin round n round in a circle. the circle goes round and round so my head goes round and round... CRAP rite? then why u readin it?

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Sunday, May 02, 2004

xuan rocks big timee! last episode of *asitp* on friday waqs shiok but not as shiok as other xuannn shows like *ij* *square pegs* and *gf*!!! burning flame 2 also superrr niceeee.. my fren said it was so shiok with xuan in it... grrr.*manda* i so jealous of u lor... get to watch bf2... i told u xuan nice already u dun believe... :P anyway, to everybody out there! GD LUCK FOR URE EXAMS!

hope i get to see more of xuan shows soonnn!! yeahh. then will be super happy..hahaha... oh yesh, i will link all of u guys who i haven linked after the exams ya? sorrieee.. hehee.. oh ya... hehe.. me also crazy abt so many other actors/actresses... heh. (steven) rocks totally... x)

alrites, better go study now... bye pple
~purple gal~

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;