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Sunday, February 29, 2004

sigh. exhausted. came back frm band concert. very worth it. shiok i mus say esp. the horns. hahaha i could like hear them very clearly and they played high high notes so super well... *di~ao* very goody mann... how i wish i was half as good as them... then i might as well go and make a living.. ahhahaa.. haiz... school is v stressful sometimes but i think i shd learn to cope... well, my grades are obviously slipping and well, i know i m slacking cos i feel so tired always to study... arghhh.. i so loveee today's concert mann... its really good. how i wish there would be few more sessions. cool. hahahaa at least we know the horn standard. too good to comment. and i m seriously addicted to my horn now....

well, i guess u guys can sense my sluggish tone.. tmr my physics test and i have not flipped thro my book YET. *yawns* i m so slpy maybe i jus allow myself to fail this test... urghhh.. too tired to concentrate. how??? haiz... one mroe thing, i m actually feeling a little stressed. school work, homework, my life. screwed up. how? everytime i relax, i would slack... haiz.. but now i m feeling so so dead tired... as if i cant take it anymore... *Prays to God* Give me the strenght and help me overcome all my fears and obstacles in life. Help me learn frm my mistakes and do better the next time for my tests and exams. Lemme learn to be calm and also not to be too obsessed with tv shows and *someone*... actually, a few pple... yupps, i guess that's it. life has become very uninteresting for me. maybe i shd learn to make it MORE COLOURFUL. indeed im *lost in the colours of the wind* i have come this far yet i still live in the past. this statement reveals how i feel truly. a sense of melancholy and lethargy. dun feel like carrying on anymore. *shuts my eyes*

perhaps the past was all a dream and my future would be a fantasy. i feel v. weary, too exhausted to go on... *pls bring up my life* now my mind is blank. i m searching for a fren, a true fren.oh well, life is like that. *think positive maybe* alrites, nities. i'll end here. hopefully i can find a solution and a good soulmate.

~purple gal~ *im searching for u* || help me overcome my fears ||

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Saturday, February 28, 2004

wheee... i m here online again altho' there are lotsa ca.s nxt week and we r having adventure camp in school nxt wk frm thurs to sat... urghhh. gonna miss the last few epi of IJ... hate it!!!!! *invisible journey totally rocks mann* i so so obsessed with xuan and joyceee.. hahahaa. but still like xuan better.. and steven *zhi hao* tooo!!! he is so so so manly and charismatic... cant stand it... hahahhaa.. wadever the case, i so hate the camp now. missing *IJ* idiots. and we r stayin overnite in skool. bleah... but whu cares, i m all set to buy the vcd... ahahahha.. alrites, now doin some reasearch on aep b4 goin to granny's hse to celebrate her b.day!! then later have to rush off for band concert thingy... so dead. havent studied physics yet... maybe tonite la... wadever the case, aep sucks totally. so rushy.. okies, lemme stop my negative thinkings.

whheeee.. this week was a pretty exciting week. many surprises for me!! uncountable happy events that happened and ahahha i so so love them... wells, a step into the past would be airing... yeahhh.. got *xuan* and *joyce* again!!! so happyyy... goody.. haix... hope i can do very well for my ca.s bleahh.. sec3 super tiring sia. so dead everytime i get back my ca marks. totally haggard and fluctuating marks... gosh... pressure.

wadever the case, i think i gtg le... goin to have a feast later! and btw, *jess* hope to see ya during march holi!! remeber wad we gonna do? *np* spree.. ahahhaha see ya and hopefully we can go get the *ij* vcds together!! yipeeee... study hard guys and take care everyone!

~purple gal~ *forgoten || lost in the colours of the wind || memory*

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Saturday, February 21, 2004

heyys invisible journey rawks!!! it is super nice kae... *xuan* || le er || is so sweet and super pretty in the show mann.. actually i cant watch the show totally cos mum dun allow... but later cos i did quite well for ym physics test so hahaha.. can watch once a week.. yeappiieeee.. but i m DEFINITELY gonna buy the vcd anyway... its too good a show to miss... all my fav. actresses/actors... *xuan* rawks most then followed by *joyce* and *bowie* ahahha all of them can act real well mann. pro. hahahaha.. everytime i watch xuan laughing in the show, i would laugh uncontrollably too... its like so infectious altho' its only a tv screen.. i mus be mad... hahahaa..

alrites, back to school.. hmmm. lotsa stuff happening lately.. many many ca.s and tons of hw. dying of stress and lack of sleep. aep sucks. so many things to do... band was not too bad... at least i learnt smthg. hahahaa.. okies kping this entry short and sweet. now i m in a hapy mood so lalalala... back to studying for chin ca... bleahh... take care guys and all e best!

~purple gal~ * colourful world - look at it the way u hope for it to be - || lost in the wind || *

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Sunday, February 01, 2004

whheeee... i m so so so happy!!! its a long weekend for me again!! time passes real fast this yr.. dunch know why, but my love for *xuan*, *joyce* and hk shows never seem to cease...!!! *INVINCIBLE JOURNEY* STARRING XUAN AND JOYCE AND BOWIE gonna be telecast on channel u... so super dupa niceee.. hehehe.. but too bad larhs, i cant watch... now bz until i got black eye rings... not enuff slp.. hellpp.. anywayz, i m still happy and really thankful that *jess* my dearest sista told me that *IJ* vcd is coming out in march!!! yay! then my b.day is in april so i can ask my mum/whoever for *IJ* vcd as prezzie... yeappieee!!!! so so elated k... lovee hk until i go crazy... *xuan* DEFINITELY rocks my life... she is super super extrememly pretty, cool and of course i jus loveee her charac... she can act damn well too.. ahahahaha... then in *IJ* she act until the audience feel for her... that's why she is a shioker... ahahhahaa... *crazy hk freak*

alrites, *joyce is another big hit... pretty and acting skills not too bad altho' i still prefer *xuan* ahahhaa... kk, *IJ* is a must buy vcd... hahhaha.. hard for 2 of my fav. actresses to act in one show together... too bad last time scv i missed it... fish!..nvm... okie.. now abt school... dead. so dead. sch sucks totally. got like 3 test on on day. dead. and i barely will pass all of them... emaths fail, a maths fail, chem fail fail... diee.. sec3 idiot yr la.. evrything's not goin the rite way... wadeva... i think i better study hard for sec3 or sec4 o's i will sure die.. hehhee.. *buck up*... yikess.. i know i hafta be optimistic here...!!!
done! finally,... wont be coming online for one whole wk... nxt week got 2 tests.. hope i can pass with flying colours!... yuppers, pple out there study hard but relax too!! cyaz! take care and stay happy =)
~purple gal~ || heaven and earth are bonded by love ||

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