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    Monday, October 22, 2007


    MIA ING FOR 1 MONTH!

    goodness! im in such a dire state now.. its barely 1 week to my A's and i always succumb to my temptation of going online!! so now! here's my dead resolution. i shall NOT come online from tmr onwards! shhh... unless i come for sch work which i think.. is never ending. GOSH. im supposed to on my TURBO engine but it wont seem to start! and everyday is getting more grey and slack and... ive gotta attirbute this to my OBSESSION! whoo. i NEED to visit her blog everyday! and my HER.. is of cos NANCY WU TING YAN! hahaha at first i like derek more than her.. but i dunno why now my heart is nancy and more nancy! LOL~ call that obsession? bleah.

    oh well.. since im in the mood to do some rambling.. i shall talk about today's show.. FTF is getting so nice!! today nancy had a full 45mins of screen time and im glad!! the parts with derek and her was SWEET.. XD i think im overly HIGH. is either that or i have some funny hormones raging! hah! oh well.. nancy didnt update her blog today cos i THINk she must be filming her new show! BUT! ive got a superb news! my daddy says i can go HK ALONE with JESS in jan 08!!!! like whoooo... soooo good.. and im gg in mar 08 with JX!! so double happiness!! heh.. ok just to make me high, im going post pics!



    wahhh. this scene from FTF is my fav scene! cos the visual and symmetrical effect has so much hidden meaning! something like reflection of one's heart? and this scene is about them finally revealing their love for each other! MEANINGFUL! oh gosh. i think ive added a tinge of literature analysis there. helps!these next few i got from her blog! pretty nice!! lol.. jess says.. if i bring her to go chase nancy in hk, she might be influenced and like her too!!! WAHH. DON SNATCH FROM ME!! jkjk..

    her lovely bday celebration! with vivien yeo... i think and suppose.. is her best fren? or good fren at least! NICE!



    blaahhhh i think after A's i'll be on a full fledged hunting trip. gonna hunt down all nancy pics! hahaha.. and im gonna watch TVB TVB TVB shows! and of cos ISWAK2!!! yayyy. look forward to that day! and now... finally.. i tink im starting to be like nancy cos i found the view outside my window brilliantly inspiring. isit paranoia or?? yep. she loves to snap pics and her photography SKILLS are EXCELLENT.. very artistic and abstract! hah! like me? OPPS. will post my collection of fotos up after A's.. still thinking of a theme.. or poem to go with it!
    alrighto! i gtg! tmr i must mug mug mug! and look forward to FTF tmr nite cos jess says its nice!! and by nice.. i mean.. there's loads of them! waha joked to jx say i can memorise their scripts liao! obsessed aint i? cant help it!
    ~sukai

    my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

    Thursday, October 18, 2007


    MY LOVELY DEAREST(S)!

    im so missing cris everyday! we're talking on msn and she made me sooo happy.. everytime i talk to her i would feel so happy and all my stress and troubles would jus vanish! to me, she's just like an elder sister, so concerned about me, so im really grateful to her in every single way! first.. she was the one who gave me the chance to get really close to fung. she was the one who gave me the chance to organise fung gathering, talk to fung on the phone, be on stage with fung in hk, and appear in tvb mag?! she was the one who'll email me occasionally to ask how am i and how are my parents. she's so dear to me that i really treat her like my elder sis because im really touched by her sincerity. and i really hope she is happy now although i know she is facing some problems? maybe im reading too much into the situation but i really pray for her to be well and safe, free of troubles.

    and today as we talked on msn.. she told me smthg really sweet.. its totally.. touching that i can feel that hey its from the bottom of her heart. she said.. i always make her feel the warmth and love.. (ahem pple sisterly love) haha and she said that she can not eat, not slp, not play BUT SHE will DEFINITELY reply my email. and hey.. altho its jus one short sentence, im touched.. i really.. really.. nearly teared? i really miss her tons now! and the best thing is that she kept teasing me!!! cos now my new love is nancy wu ting yan! then she asked me why my dp is tingyan.. so i said.. i like her! then cris said. hahahahha i tell her(nancy)! then i was like STUNNED?!!! then i said ok! u tell.. then she will know me! LOL.. then cris said somethg so touching again. she said.. CAN! NANCY WILL LIKE YOU! cos I LIKE YOU MA!! wah. i fainted. nearly.. then i tol cris im looking forward to go hk find her and nancy.. but she teased me again and said.. my main goal is to find nancy rite.. not her.. BUT NOOOO LOR! i can CFM that my main goal is to find cris. ONE AND ONLY CRIS. plus sasa too!! love them a lot!

    anw, i really think that GOD is sooo nice to me.. to be able to let me know cris.. as well as other really good good frens like JX and JS!! they are really.. the ones i can rely on, i can talk to and share my trouble with.. so here, im gonna jus post a msg for JX and JS..

    JX: mother!!!! i miss youu so much.. everyday u sms me w/o fail jus to encourage me and i think my inbox flooded with you JIA YOUUU liao!! lOL but i sincerely thank you sooo much cos u always gave me the courage and motivation to continue! and cos of that, i promise u, i'll definetly try my best to strive for A's and no more slacking from TMR. i promise. and altho i cant guarantee results, i can promise that i will JIA YOUU! hee. hope to see you soon and pls bring me to buy the comp stuff!! LOL~ loves!

    JS: MY SIAO ZHA BOR SIS MISS SELENA! hahaha never fail to make me high! can talk to you abt basically EVERYTHING and u CFM will reply??!!! like cris liddat.. and im touched.. u made my study days so much more brilliant altho my smses always explode! i dont mind.. cos to me, u are as precious as cris jie jie! and i believe both of you are my BESTIEST SIS! no matter what happens, rmb im always here for you! cant wait for our hk promise and dates! see ya soon!

    ~sukai

    my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

    Saturday, October 13, 2007


    I LOVEEEEEEEE DEREK and NANCY!!!



    okay. this outburst is mad. cos i think im going mad. basically i got hooked to watchin tv that im not even studyin for my A's... people scold me slap me and remind me not to be like this!!!!! but yeah.. i cant help myself! face to fate on ch 55 is freaking nice and so is dance of passion!!! LOL im seriously watchin my eyes away!!!! and wwasting time??? lol.. after getting hooked to face to fate..i realised i like another couple on screen. DEREK AND NANCY!!! so fine.. this whole goo goo gaa gaa thing had to come along and it tempted me to go online to search for their stuff. faints! guess wad. i took 4hrs yest and 5hrs today to do searching for their pic! like OH GOSH. i think im not in the mood to mug at all!!! HOWWWWWWWW. feeling guilty.. but.. cant help it leh. they rawkkk.. and so does selena and fung in FTF! derek and nancy is the sweet sweet cool cool act tough but inside wahh passionate couple.. fung and selena is the cheeky cheeky one!!! love them man! such nice pairings!!!





    and i was supposed to mention this. cos my beloved DEARIE MISS SELENA(jess changed name) hahahaa she she she.. made me more high by telling me.. that she saw derek in sg 2 yrs back and still took fotos of him. stand beside him in hotel. wad dere!!!!!! IM JEALOUS!! but haiya last time not high over him ma.. hahaha turn back the time!!! quick! LOL.. then she still come kek me at 1am say she found the pics! made me RUSHHH online jus to see him?!! LOL. then of cos i went to surf net to find stuff abt him and so sad.. nthg can be found. think he's an old actor that's why. but NVM liddat better. cos if have official fanclub site i would HIGH even more and be online forever. lucky he don have. so i wont be too high for now.. concentrate on A's first!!!!! please slap meeeeeeeee. pple studying so hard.. me? watchin tv so hard!!! HAIYOOOOo but FTF really damn nice leh!!! cant control !!!! AHHH..

    today no FTF so i quickly finished my work and came online to check out other FTF stuff.. see if have my derek and nancy!!! wahhh don have!!!!! all ah yi!!! but ok la!! ah yi also sooo cute can!!! she super cheeky until. alamak. i dunno how to say. SO HERSELF! LOL. love her more and more liaooo! heeh. then i decided that i shud not find derek's stuff le. cos surely don have.. so might as well fang qi. then can concentrate on studies!!! but.. i wasted like 2 days finding!!! grrr.. my time.. is gone!!! im regretting... what to doooooooo!! even my dear JX mama cant help me... and... my sister MISS SELENA is havin her own troubles for her exams?!!!! haix. my life.... is getting so messed up nowwwwwww. guess next time b4 exams i shudnt watch tv. then wont get high wont regret.



    nancy in sg! ( gt frm her blog)

    jus now read nancy's blog.. SHE CAME SG!!! like that time i saw her at LPS but i dunno if it was her la so i never go say hi or ask for her autograph but!!! she posted pic on her blog sia. in sg.. then.. i was like.. waddddd dereee.. i missed the chance!!! freak! but nvm.. i hope hope can catch her in hk!!! HOPE LA. and hope gt derek also. my next other show i wanna watch is WOILS 2!!!! cos gt boscolie and derekcy?!!!?! derek + nancy = derekcy? hahahahhaha anyhow make up!! but don think they pairing again so haiiix. missed the chance liao. why i didnt go hk in march. they gt function lorhhhh gt ah yi and fung some more. HMPHFF.

    okok. cool down la. i am telling myself to cool down. too high le. no good. my brain now is preoccupied with the showSS and my loves!!! derekcy and raysel hahahaha today mugging time still keep thinking wa monday show what will happen ah. hahaha then bathing still thinking eating still dreaming. wa siao its eating into my life.. help!!! i need cure. okkkk now i gg to go back to the crazy mode and continue my chat with MISS SELENA and JX! hahahaha oh yar.. jess gave me a new name.. in order to pei he her SELENA. officially i shall be called shanelle. yeah! sounds like channel the branded good. but.. nvm! its cool and stylo milo! LOL~

    shall end it here!



    ~sukai

    my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;