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    Tuesday, March 20, 2007


    MY LIFE IS LIKE SOME DRAMA..

    especially when it comes to bumping into someone. i can just faint. yes.. i dunno why do i keep seeing someone around like.. at the most unexpected places, at the most unexpected time. gOsh. first, it was at tiong bahru market, just near to my dear sister's house, that day i vaguely rmb my family went for breakfast then i walked straight and saw a familiar face(we were walking in opposite directions). yeah and cos i didnt really talk to that someone for so long i didnt know whether i shud say hi so in the end, instead of saying hi, i walked sideways and turned my back against the person to make sure he didnt see me. yeah. then the second time came when i was chasing star at vivo. first i was too excited to thInk that i would bump into people then if i didnt use the toilet and met JX late, i might nt even have bumped into him!...GOSH also it was so early in the morning and who would go to vivo anyway? but then again, i went up the escalator, he came down. this time i said hi. NOW.. to thINk.. this could happen. its so unbelievable!!!! is it some sorta coincidence?? YEAH. just TODAY..we ended sch like around 1120 but i couldnt leave yet so sums and i waited for 20mins for the sidegate to open and like i waited sooo long -- around 20mins for my bus!! such a suay day! @.@

    so yeah happily got onto my bus when it came but it was packed and i couldnt find a seat.. darius, thomas, durian man and his class were also on the bus la.. and i did smthg embarassing! all cos of thomas!!! i waved to him and screamed, thomas!! then he stared at me blankly. like im some siao zha bor like that!!! wadd dere~~~ so embarassing! and there were quite alot of pple btw me and him so u can imagine.. they were staring at me. FAINTS. and guess wad. the main point is... i SAW HIM again! like.. hey. its the 3rd time in a year. and i jus met him last wk in vivo?? so shortly after i see him again. i really have nthg to say alr... hahah yesh and when the bus was moving along the road near SCGS, i saw this familiar figure walking. crossed a small zebra crossing and guess what looked into the bus and scanned. wa seh! i was STuNNED!!! then quickly turned aside la.. dunno how to react.. then when he looked away for a while, i went to see if i REALLY did see him AGAIn. and guess what? i was RIGHT! GROSS. i think even if people ti kam mcq or buy 4d also not that accurate can!! haiixxx. what do i have to say? im speechless. this is far beyond my shock level.. then i called xuesi to like ramble.. and even she thinks its so impossible!!! HAIX.

    alrights.. JX said everythg occurs in 3's. so yep this is the 3rd time i met him so i guess there wont be anymore! hopefully.. if not.. i really.. dunno what to do alr. and for goodness sake.. HO BAO YUAN. stop saying that im predictable and stop saying what u said in ur sms!!!

    ~sukai

    my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

    Sunday, March 18, 2007


    JESSICA"S SEXY VOICE. MUSIC AND LYRICS RAWKED!


    what a fun and funny day!!! i enjoyed myself totally with my 2 lovely hk gang members! FINALLY we the hk gang of 3 are out tgt again! whOo~ suppose to meet jess at 1015am at her place but i woke up late and she too woke up late so in the end i reached her house around 1130am!!! then JX sooo poor thg, waited at marina sq for us to come until she nearly became a mountain of stones!!! sorry JX!!! yes i will rmb i owe u a kbox treat kae! so 1130am reached jess house then we started exchanging pic session! oh my! my thumb drive was like fulled so deleted alot of photos b4 we finally gt the nicer ones saved into my thumbdrive! it took us 1 hr?? gosh, sooo tedious!! and jess wasnt sian at all! still keep laughing to herself when she see ah yi fotos! *faints* i didnt even laugh when i see steven's photos la!! that's cos... i was too busy thinking about sch starting tmr. grr.. sian. i dont like sch to start so soon! so around 12plus we took jess dad's car to marina sq! actually we planned to asked Jx where is she and fake that we were stuck in some jam because we wanted to play a prank on her but then sooo coincidentally, while we were going up the escalator, she spotted us! BOO~ such a failure! hahaha then no show alr.

    after meeting up with JX, we went to buy tix to watch the movie "music and lyrics" at 230pm. and went for lunch at some canto restaurant?! hahah the food was niceee! shared noodles with jess and in total we spent $33.20 on the food! whee. money really has legs! haha. thereafter, we went to walk around the place to look at tops and went arcade to play some drum thg! soooo hilarious.. i felt like i was trying to vent my frustrations out rather than playing the game. BLEE. we lost in the end cos of our lousy drumming skills. GRR! then hahaha. went to buy food b4 our movie started! me and jess took the nachos combo despite having a full meal just b4! oh gosh. and we munced away during the movie!! hahaha my drink was like sooo big so i didnt finish all of cos. the movie i thought was supposed to be cheesy but then it turned out super duper ultra funny!!! and i love the piano song.. ehh wad is it called again?? veryyy interesting and entertaining movie! really shouldnt have such boring title to spoil its "image" ahhahaa..

    so after the movie, it was abt 430pm then JX suggested we go over to sunctec to walk around then go for dinner! WAHh our outing like always eat eat eat hor!! hahaaa while walking we made fun of jess's sexiest voice and she even self proclaimed she sounded like an ar kua?? hahahahaaaa which iss soooo funny!!! later her voice turned into some creaky old woman and she still talked sooo loudly and much! keep blaming the nachos!! ahhahaha hilarious!! i should have recorded the thgs she said down! laffed so much until i was soo full!! so yep, reached sunctec and then walked around to see handphones and went to the arcade some more and spent like 10plus on SWEETS?? the stupid machine tricked us!!!!!!!! ARHHH my life savings!!! hahahaha yar la. we were conned into thinking the jackpot was so ez to get. how gullible. nvm. i promise i will never touch that sickening machine again! GRRR. RAWRR.

    after the arcading we went to visit k box for a short while and my dear JX got high over tank's song. she wanted to stay somemore. faints. then we went for dinner! at the pathetic food court cos we were broke! the machine conned us!!!! hahahaha okok had some nice meal which cost me $6.80 and u see.. by the end of my outing, i have to declare myself bankrupt. yes! please no more borrowing of $$ thankew. hahahaha yep!! the best thg was the foodcourt man! sooo many funny thgs happened.. first we talked about MY DEAR STEVEN! cos jess and JX had rings, so like i told them steven has one too!! on his right hand last finger.. and i told jess.. tavia has rings too!!! and she looked at the fotos( taken at imm) for like so long and asked me.. tavia have meh? then i said. have! ear rings la!!!! hahahahaha. sorry. im lame i know. LOL. ahaha then we chatted about what going to the zoo to see my horse and jess's lamb.. and what choosing the right horse??!!!!(sorry only 3 of us know this) hahahaha!!! im determined to buy the same ring as steven! DONCARE! hahahaha u guys better help me look out for his type of ring ah!!!

    and yar.. after i went home and viewed the pics frm the 10-11mar functions.. i realised.. steven has 2 rings!!!?!? like omg omg. one worn round his neck like some necklace. and the other on his left last finger instead!! he likes to change side to wear ring hur hur!!! hahahaha 10mar on right side baby finger. 11mar left side!! wahhhh. am i siao? go and notice such details! DOTS. hahaha.

    alrighto!! i cant really rmb what we said after that! but it just revolves around stevia( steven and tavia )!! HOOOHO. stevia is my NEW NAME!! its sooo coOl! we just kept making ourselves high by doing some DICEY BUSINESS THG( again secret!!) hahahaha then talked so loudly and laffed like 3 mad women. hahaha then after dinner we went to look at digi cams etc.. and strolled back to city hall mrt and went hOme! GONGGG. im so tired.. but i don wan sch to start tmr. haix. yet i have to slp soon cos tmr there's sch. help me. i need motivation!

    THE NEXT MEETING I HOPE WOULD BE IN APRIL to celebrate JESSICA(17 april) and MY BDAYYY(21 april) whOO hopefully our hk gang of 3 can meet up and have fun again!! I LOVE U GUYS!!!!! thanks for making my sundayyy soooo beautiful!! yay! we rock!


    ******* personal msg to my dear DEARS! *******

    JX: thanks for pei-ing me always when im sad/happy and making my life soo much happier cos of your crappy nature! really feel at ease with u maybe because u are a veryy nice person to talk too and i feel v relaxed talking to you! although pri sch we were nt that close but i guess now i can safely say that u are my BESTIEST FREN ever and NUMBER 1 mother-fren!! no matter rain or shine i know u will be there for me so im here to say that im really grateful to have u as a fren! hope our frenship will last forever and thanks for keeping me company with smses!! I LOVE YOUUUU sooo much! as much as i love steven? happy??? hahahaha yeah.. will be missing you loads once my sch starts so do drop me smses kae??

    JESS: Sis!!! u are really my lovely one and only sis!!! thanks for helping me take fotos and thanks for all ur efforts to help me because i know u are the only one other than JX who i can say is true to me! i really appreciate everythg u do!!! altho sometimes we may nt sms each other or talk online for a long period, our frenship still stays!! which is what i find very very heart warming! and i really cherish ur presence! LOVE U SOO SOO MUCH and i hope we can be the invisible hk duo man!!! our hk promise, our hk trip every yr right??? will rmb u for life!

    ~sukai

    my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

    Sunday, March 11, 2007


    GAAAHHHH. STEVEN MA IS SERIOUSLY SOOO CUTE!

    im so so tired after 2 exhausting days of chasing tvb stars! and to think that today was such an eventful day. i can just faint in contentment and sleep with all smiles! whee.
    first let me talk about sat(10march) when our hk gang (jessica, jia xin, kenix, grace, suhui, me, jia yi, vivian, veron and yen yee etc..) went for their* functions! and yes, our main aim was just to focus on chasing tavia alone but in the end... i kinda ended up liking steven ma instead! sooo unexpected! that's because he was soooo sincere, friendly and funny!!! he kept teasing tavia and they kept bickering! oh right. this is just a preview! read on and find out more!!

    10mar 07
    went to jessica's house at 10plus and we like got ready the stuff she wanted to give tavia so waited for her to pack and thanks to her dad, we went to IMM without paying for transport fees! then we reached IMM at 12plus and the function was starting at 4plus. crazyyy la! then met jessica's 2 friends for lunch at mos burger! after that we kept walking around the mall la. like some aimless people! waiting for time to pass.. finally, at 230pm we decided to go up to the stage to wait! but guess what? there were alr LOADS of people there! waiting for the shawn(from i not stupid) function and we kinda watched it too but not interested at all.. simply waiting for our* tvb function to start! then we managed to squeeze in to the first row! yay! but unfortunately.. we got squeezed the worst! like some roti prata! yup! and finally function started! we screamed tavia's name like mad!! and she noticed us! the hosts also!! then eahc artiste came upstage to sing a song! waa. melts by tavia's song.. my fav. sammi cheng's song leh. hhaha okok.. then the funny part is here! when roger was singing some a-go-go song, 3 of them(shirley,steven,tavia) came up and did some funny dance and silent acting in the background!!! tavia act until sooo comical!!! she ar~ sooo cheeky on that day! hahaha then shirley came down to shake our hands and of cos i did shake hers! ooo. after that was the dancing with steven part. oh gosh. you cant believe this! tavia(ah yi) simply screamed with some hilarious hand gestures when she was the "lucky" person to dance with steven!!! hahahaha she screamed louder than us! faints. of cos, the dancing part.. was.. sooo cute again! steven and tavia nearly. nearly kissed cos their faces were so close tgt during the dance, at first they were two arms length apart!! but they kinda let go and each gave a laugh!! sooo cute!! i kinda love them as a couple though seriously.. fungyi rawks too.

    ok then we were supposed to go Tampines Mall(TM) to get the autograph but dunno why we managed to squeeze in for IMM one and took their photos with signature!! WHOO. after that. it was running session. we just ran like mad to look for taxi and took taxi to TM!!! TM at first not many people.. but.. the autograph queue was alr 3/4 full!!! and luckily we took ours from IMM alr. cos we tried again at TM but cant get it!! too many people alr. sighh. anw.. TM function was rather boring as compared to IMM! so luckily we went to IMM!!! WHEE. so high! since its so boring i shall not elaborate! better talk about today's event cos more things to say!!

    11mar 07
    this day is such an eventful day that this maybe the longest blog entry ive written! ok first, i met JX at harbourfront mrt then cos she was in the toilet and i was kinda late so walked to toilet to find her. took my our own sweet time to go toilet and walk to vivo. hah! and we contemplated about where to go since it was still so early! so jx suggested to go walk around. then we took the escalator beside candy empire up to vivo. and guess who i saw? someone ive been mentioning rather recently and someone ive blogged abt(the regret entry) and someone i met at tiong bahru market. i dunno if this is fate or what but i why do i keep bumping into him??? and of all times... must be at vivo so early in the morning!! haiiyo i think its just tooooo coincidental alr. and im.. like.. going to faint if i really bump into him again.. i think i wont la. if not that HO BAO YUAN will come and laugh at me again and what. say this say that! BOX U! yar la.. better not say too much! but one thing i must say. i was going up the escalator and he was coming down! DOTS.. LIKE SOME DRAMA RIGHT??? everyone says that. LOL. but seriously.. its really far tooooo coincidental. even in school i also never bump into him so many times! faints. yar i want to write more but... but.. im scared someone will read it. hahaha so shall leave it here.

    ok cut short. we went to queue for the "free lunch with tvb stars" at no signboard seafood! yay! we were the first! managed to get 2 good tables near the stars for nice phototaking! all thanks to jessica grace and grace's friend's strategy! whoo. then the event started! during the phototaking with our table that time roger first said hi. then steven said hi!!! so i replied steven's hi!!!(enthu hi!) hahaha then took fotos. then! here comes the part.when they were leaving to go to another table, steven(wearing sunglasses) looked into my eyes and said byeee! and waved. i did the same and his eyes like followed me and jx's glance all the way!!! like.. i was alr electrocuted by his warm and firm handshake during IMM function. now!! his eyes.. even in sunglasses still managed to "shoot" us down. faints! he is sooo man! hohooo.. cute.(ok sorry if i sound very pervertic) but! he's really irresistable!! i mean his glance. his stare.. is... hypnotic! hahahah yay. so i decided to like him noww since he and tavia so close too.. heheh. gahhh. after this event, it was running session again! this time to the airport! we waited for quite some time before they arrived... then when they did we snapped fotos but didnt manage to take group/solo pic with them cos first they were late for check in and second there were soo many security guards on dutyy! but but! one good news!! i managed to video tavia AND steven waving goodbye to the cam!! YAYY and i called steven 2 times and twice he looked into my cam!!!(oh gosh.. rmb i said at first my main aim is tavia??) please dont kill me JESSICA!! hahahaha yes. so at the end of 2 days ONLY.. i switched target to steven! bought him a pandan cake and of cos wrote my love note there! when i passed it to him he was like "wa so many!" then come and said "thankew thankew" .. haha right..NO ONE SNATCHIN HIM FROM ME RIGHT?? since jessica like ah yi.. then jia xin is shirley! whoo! STEVEN RAWKKS! ah yi also looked into my cam once but my photo turned out blur. sighh. no fate with her!!! whyyyy... okok.. i make sure this year must go hk and see her!!! JESSICA no prob right?? heheh might as well chase steven too if possible!


    sooo we sent them off and waved goodbye thro the glass panel and then went off to suntec for the IT thing via suhui's car(THANKS SUHUI), cos my dear JX needed to buy a laptop cooler! battled our way through the crowd and managed to get the cooler after some walking! but it was nothing compared to the 2 days of constant running.jogging.walking.swimming(in air) hahaha my soles are hurting ouch. osim foot massage pls! then! 3 of us (jess,me,JX) went pastamania to eat before going home! hhoohoo gonna meet up with JX and Jessica on thurs again!! for KBOX!! WHOO. my march holidays is full swing relaxation time! although i know j2 is no joke. after that horrifying ct.. i need a good break! YAY!

    ok for now. this is the end! cant remember other details! so will be editting again!!!

    ~sukai
    --- ONE HORSE(steven MA) ONE LAMB(tavia YEUNG/YANG) make us go goo goo gaa gaa.

    my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

    Thursday, March 08, 2007


    TIME TO SETTLE ALL THE UNNERVING STUFF

    yes. sad to say, after the exams are over, i dont feel a tinge of happiness or freedom at all. went out with my gang of 4 today to town and indeed had fun crapping but i was kinda sick so didnt really enjoy myself and the whole time i felt like sleeping. now my forehead is burning and my nose is runny like some tap. gosh. to be sick during the march holidays is just such a torture!

    tmr supposed to be road run and however much i feel like running cos it can relieve stress, i just cant run cos my dad asked me to go see doctor! haix. road run is supposed to be fun ok. and im stuck at home with some medication around me and water. and my tv set and comp! help!! my life is getting so grey. haha

    alright.. jus to briefly mention abt the past week and the horrifyuing papers i took! ok monday was chem and econs.. chem was pretty ok just that the dissolving part of some cyclic peptide thing kinda freaked me out so i didnt really score for that. econs was much worse because i realised i didnt write to the point so i guess my target for econs is gone!! tues was math. ok math is officially a tedious and gross subject. esp integration of volumes. yuck! puiii! i left a whole 5marks blank cos of integration of volumes! goodness. u think i can pass? hoho.. then came another SUPER DUPER GROSS ULTRA SICKENING PAPER. physics. first time in my ever life i can say that this phy paper is worse than chem. faints. its like. i dont think i can even score 40marks. i really guessed my way through. how to pass? im really so dead. then today.. had chem spa. was ok jus memorising and writing all of the stuff out like some puking session hahaha. done!!!

    yeah.. as for my other unsettled stuff... i really dunno what to do. even my angel is ignoring me! hey. so mean! timothy is like going to maldives. hahaha and he doesnt wanna admit he's crushin on chan mei sum? hohooo. need a matchmaker? aiya.. i need someone who can give me good and sound advice. anyone there?

    ~sukai

    my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;