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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

OFF TO HK AGAIN frm 30nov!!!!!

those who would like to contact me can still sms my sg number but pls dun call unless necc. if nt it'll cost a bomb! X))

cant wait to meet up with my dear hk frens and of cos ah fung!!!!! YAYY! tmr is da dayyy!!!!!!
hope time pass slowly.. as snail as possible.. then can fully relax and enjoy cos i know after this LOONG break i gotta buck up and start doin holi hw and studying. yIKEs!! nest yr is A's and while pple are alr starting to study.. im flying all over!!! AARRGHH nvm. nvm. i promise to be focused when im back! expect for 10dec.. hahaha! "love is no fool" lady is coming!!

this yr hope more star come!! cos next yr wont be able to chase le.. so all my favs pls come by 25dec!!! hahahaha X))

hmm actually i wrote "diary" for my hokkaido+tokyo trip but its so freaking long. im too lazy to post. maybe someday when im free! which is... erm. wait long long.

kaee off to zzz. bringing my lap top so gotta pack it too! WHEETS byeee

~sukai + totally hyper +

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Monday, November 13, 2006

off to HOKKAIDO + TOKYO from 14nov to 24nov!

PLUS cos im not using 3g phone, i will be uncontactable for 10days! anythg u can either email me(to my yahoo account) or look for my dear mama(jia xin --> see link) or wait for me to be back!

thanks once again JX for helping me so much!! and take care peeps! will be missing you guys loads! GOD BLESS all X)

~sukai -yearning-

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

when fate between u and a certain person ceases before u can ever realise how huge the impact of that would be...

that's exactly how i feel towards fung now. weird eh? maybe cos for the past 2 yrs i have been seeing him far too much so lady fate decided that yes it was time to put an end to this. how nice. im not sure what has gotten over me or isit the doing of my other favs that have made me a less FANATIC fung fan. and the change is too drastic for me to accept. i just get this weird feeling that my support for fung will fade away very soon.. but he gave me all those wonderful memories that will stay. FOREVER. first it was the tvb experience in 2004 dec. so so cold waiting outside tvb with cris and some other fans. then it was him coming to sg to film yummy yummy in 2005 -- the airport incident, organising the gathering, gg to watch him film and talking to him on the phone/sms! like hey. this experience can be considered to be ONCE IN A LIFETIME and not many pple get to experience that! first ever time, i was so CLOSE to an actor. famous actor. how nice. these memories do stay afterall... but now.. all i can do is relish.

u know, if nt for these memories, i would have long ago lost interest in fung. totally. also because of sasa and cris. they're like always helping me meet fung etc. i really really must thank them other than fung for adding SO SO much colours to my life. its as if u are adding glitter to the alr brillantly painted piece of art! well, that was how i felt for the past 2 yrs of my life.

now.. no more! maybe its due to fung's new management, maybe due to other thgs.. im not sure myself. i guess its a combination... so im kinda lost... memories hold me back. i wanna let go, but i cant. he gave me too much beautiful memories, so much that i cant let go. but i hope it will fade eventually. i know it will.. its sad but true. maybe like what JX mama said.. if he's comes sg again. maybe then my interest will be sparked again.. but not for now.

for now.. i have 2 main new favs... although they're nt as famous as fung.. but hopefully one day they will be! and i seriously yearn to see them soon. this year's trip to hk might be kinda futile because i might just end up shopping because of certain uncertainties in actors' schedules.. yea yea. see the evidence of fate ceasing? well.. it wasnt like that last yr.

haix. what to do. i have to just accept that fact.. perhaps GOD wants me to concentrate on A's next yr so allow my feelings to fade a little. hope that's the case...

anw, i watched the rented NET DECEPTION vcds and it was really worth my $ spent! ending was beautiful just like the start! plot was flawless too.. marvellous! today went out with mummy to get thgs for my japan trip this coming tues.. (guess i'll remain uncontactable for 10 friggin days cos my fone is nt 3g and ive gt no comp with me. argh. the feeling is gross.)
and yes.. bought 3weekly mag as well as tvb weekly mag! saw my new fav inside and was pretty happy! saw MY ONLY too.. she rawks. then went down to get sunglasses! bought a pinkie one. kinda too big for my face but nvm! it was nice!!

wah such a long entry! i guess perhaps b4 i leave for japan i will write again! then off i go for 10days! back for 6days and off again to hk for 6days! kinda long eh! my frens studying like mad alr and im stilll flying here and there and enjoying myself. make me stress only.. grrr.. nvm. shant care! lemme rest man! next yr's a LOONG and TOUGH yr. X(

~sukai - when time comes, it'll be gone

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Thursday, November 09, 2006

call me jinx. even i must admit im totally suayy. please lorh. saw this web saying MYOLIE and JACK having function today!!! PLS TODAYY (9/11/06) like tgt!!! if i go can really faint alr! see my 2 HOT FAVS pleaseee! my GOSH. and its to grow with love promo! arghh!! by time i go hk, the show end le. promote wad promote. AAAAAAAHHH KEK me!!! i veryyyy angryyy nowww.. miss the golden oportunity by just ... a freaking bit. and to think i still had Op today. lucky i didnt get to know this news beforehand. if not. surely no mood Op.. heheh would be thinking of the fucntion laaaaaaa!!!! MY BABY INCREDIBLE-- JACK JACK!!! and of cos, my sweetiiepieee MYOLIEEE! hahahaha they rawk. nvr pair up nvm. end up same show can le. plus gt promo/functions tgt even better! WHOo. but me la me. shd go hk firstt wad!!! then i chose japan. how nice. now im so gonna miss them. my dear jack ah. hard to find u/see u de leh. still liddat. haiiix not fated i guess..

AAAAAAAAH i really feel like screamin my lungs out! although Op was quite well doen today! but... freak!!!!! i missed myo and jack!!! bang my head on to the wall man. haix. just hope someone records the functions thg down so i can go Utube watch. pleaseee.

im so kek. cant write anymore. lucky.. jack-wu.com is updated! if nt. my news of jack die liao. my one and only web... no more then die le. lucky.. and gt mag article on him. hengg arh. if nt... i surely sad sad sad. asked christo help me buy le!!! YAY! thanks to her! she rawks! now jus hope she can find the mag and buy it. if nt. die again. *prays* pls make jack more famous then have more leading roles in shows/more interviews so i can see him more... i wan the chance!!!!

hah! im gg crazy le. sorry ah. i chase star tt time really very high. abit not myself... oh man. call this obsession? geez.

~sukai - i wanna see jack jack and myo please

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

sian sian sian. im starting to have this weird feeling that one day my love for hk will fade away. its like.. previously i was so high about stars is cos they have their official fc and websites for me to check news etc.. but now, i realised many of my fav stars' webbie have been closed down. or worse still.. not even set up. haiyo. its so hard to chase stars now even if i am in hk. sob sob. my dear hobby is going to be... gone. how how.

oh well. i guess the worse thg is hey u know ur fav stars have more new shows coming up, so prolly might have functions but who knows where and when!!!!! argh. heart pain. oh well. i needa learn to be like JX.. maybe i shud like some stars who are easier to contact and have an established fan base here. so TW stars would be a better choice. but urgh. i cant force myself to like Tw right???

anw, Jx.. i dun care, u better intro me some nice stars and entertain me during my holis!!! u are the approved psychologist here hahaha X)

oh well. tmr's my presentation dry dry run but i haven been practising. gosh GOD pls help me. i needa rmb the stuff.. grr. stress only. nov9 is my oral presentation date and i bet i will be feeling NERVOUS... and today im freaking pissed cos i have to spend 10 dollars for nthg. first i realised i was gonna miss NET DECPETION last 4 episodes. blahh. then i realised i was gonna miss ITA too!!!!!! last 2 episodes somemore cos of my japan trip. how nice HOKKAIDO. how nice. haix. so i gotta rent. please tell me they still do have ND in rental stores. its like the most crucial last few episodes im missing. WHAT DERE!!!! angry only.

nvm nvm. the most keking thg is that. we dunno if we can see any stars this time. cos everythg is so screwed and so many changes. urgh and my dear pw is so gross. shant say but i must say im kinda feeling weird. help me someone.

just watched ND and jack and myo in today's epi rawks!!!! they like so sweetly proclaim they're dating!!! my god! i wanna rewatch the show! its so freaking nice!!!! its like.. cute cheeky couple can. faints. my my. LOVE JACK WU LOK YIN and MYOLIE WU HANG YEE!

~sukai - lost in the dreams, a world so far away, bring me back

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Saturday, November 04, 2006

ok. basically, im HIGH. VERYY VERYY HIGH over this cute guy frm tvb called jack wu(pic above). he rawks my world man in CHANNEL 8's NET DECEPTION, 7pm SAT/SUN. acting alongside with my favourite myolie just rawks so much that i can go high for at least a few mths! just that he doesnt have a fanclub/many fans in hk so this yr when i visit hk i cant see him. and also cos of that.. i dun think i'll ever be high for long! hAix. he's such a talent, in singing and acting and yet, tvb didnt choose to promote him. anyone tell me why?

gosh. i realise he and myolie makes a cute couple in ND but actually im more towards hangyee.bosco. hahaha. but nvm laa. jack is just perhaps my "passing" eyecandy! hope he gets really popular one day so pple set up some fc for him then i will be in full action!(hehehe) to zui him of cos. X) but i think can wait long long. sobs sobs.

haix, dunno after this yr can i still go hk anot.. cos been gg there for consecutively 3 yrs. please. that's so sian right. same place... well.. u might be soo wrong! cos i go there to zui star. each yr zui different stars.. maybe some same la. like fung. .. but basically.. the new management for FF sucks like shit(sorry abt that) and they are uber unfriendly so i guess i shall nt attend anymore of his functions in hk.. heart pain. but what to do. haix.

now my main purpose to go hk is to find my frens! SASA esp. she really is my bestie overseas fren.. hope our frenship never ends! =) and of cos.. zui star. but this time. we relaly very suay. tvb mag never show the dates for functions or time. so we're dead meat.. cos might not be able to attend/get to know abt functions. secondly, my dear hangyee dunno gt function nt. jack even worse surely cant see. sob sob sob sob. i wanna cry. yet when i see him in ND i feel so happy. weird me. mood swings? nahhs

yar. then who else can we see? im so scared later we go there cant see anyone. then i will really diao. and if this is the case, i wont go hk le in 2007... nthg much to look forward to. unless my dear jack is famous or smthg. oh well.. fate twisters i guess. so many thgs happened in the past few mths. first it was FL closing, next it was the deleting of functions date/time frm tvb mag, then it became me loving more stars(who are so much less famous and thus harder to zui) GOSH. tell me. is my yuan fen with them fading? HAIX. i think i better nt go hk for few yrs... scaryy. i dun wanna lose my dear tvb. and did i tell u guys im so starting to love the whole of tvb! WHOO.

alrights, i know my dear JX mama gonna tag me soon.. so i might as well tell her this. eh u better save save save and go hk wif us one day ok!!!! even if 6yrs later i will wait. if nt me next yr A's no motivation can. haix.. u made me depressed. BOO. GRRRR. i wannnnaa meet u like crazy. so missing youuuuuu(ok i better stop later pple think we nt straight) hah!

~sukai - too tired to think abt the future.

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