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Sunday, April 30, 2006

yUp. nugget is happy again. and i shouldnt ponder about what happened.. oh well. lao po u better keep it secret ah if nt i'll skin u alive. ahahah! anyway, yes, im fine guys. thanks wenqi, oreo, sam and JX nt forgetting lao po. thankew for lending me ur listening ear(s) ahaha. yups. its really weird.. i dun seem to feel a tinge of sadness now.. maybe i really dun erh hmm hahaha yes, maybe its jus this wrong feeling u get sometimes. hahaha oh well. im glad its over. makes life much clearer and makes me less confused. ok. time to get back on track. been lagging behind on hw and revision and stuff is piling up like my stress level!!!

and yes, must thank bob johnson aka bao yuan for bringing me those quirky entertaining stuff.. hahahaha its really so so lame ok. hahah i guess all acsi guys are jus liddat. makes me miss IJ so much. ok. that doesnt link. nvm. im trying to be abstract here u see. hahahaha did it work?

okkkk, im forcing myself to do forces tutorial. and yes haven done math revision. how bad can life get? hhahah amusement please. paging for mr bob johnson. hahahaha! ok and yes, jus to clarify, i do not have an obsession with bob johnson kae. hahhaha

yups. life isnt that complete after all. u see, i can totally relate to the story abt this eager boy hoping to treat his dream gal with sweets. but little did he know his pocket had a hole and the sweets fell out one by one. What's more, he didnt realise that there was another little gal behind him, secretly picking up the sweets that he dropped and carefully putting it into her pockets.

for those who didnt get the story, the little gal behind was basically picking up the pieces for the boy she liked so much, like morally giving him support to go for the other gal the boy loved so much. the gal behind need not be seen or heard by the boy, her love need not be reciprocated, she was jus hoping that the boy be happy and she would be happy. yeah, so simple. so nice.

shall end here.

~purple gal~ the moonlight made me see the bitter side, acceptance is the only way

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

nothing to be confused about. finally. i can put down this heavy feeling. relieve. thanks lao po who stood by my side. love u. i guess. time is nt right. feelings are nt right. so yesh. i was jus lucky nt to plunge in. whew.

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Friday, April 21, 2006

HAPPY BDAY TO ME!!! hahahah yesh yesh im super happy and high because im 17!!! whoo! anyway, today was a great day for me.. first i woke up in the morning to receive loads and loads of smses frm my frens, first one to send me was of course my dearest ben korkor who is an actor(ben yeo) hahaha!! so xing fu to get well wishes from him!! hahaha second was jing ying! my OG mate cum tvb fanatic too.. third was my HK fren christo!!! she sent me a bday msg frm hk!!!! im so touched!!! fourth was nicole!! my sec1 to 2 partner and good fren!! still rmb the times we gave each other bundaburg.. isit spelt tt way? oh well. that ginger beer drink!! hahaha happy memories kept coming back. those were the days mann. and yes fifth on my list was my dear sister JESSICA!!! thanks alot for the sweet msg! six was oreo! hahahah yahhh ur lorh soh msg!!! hahahah nearly exceeded word limit hahaha! seven was vincent and wilson!! hahahah my angel and mortal. really shocked tt they have pressies for me. eight was catherine! she got a cool some sorta pic msg nine was saleena!!! my dear best fren who sent me a crappy as usual and sexual msg. hahah sexual as in.. crooked. hahahaha crap la. nthg R-21 though. AND THE last for top ten was denise!!! my dear french horn senior frm ij tp!!! love her so so much and miss the days in band sitting beside her.. oh mann. thanks dee..

of course other than the top ten many many many others like justin, sam, menghow, meiying, genie, wx also wished me!!! i cant possibly name all so thanks to everyone everyone who wished me!!! really happy u guys rmb! X) im so so high really. think this yr is the bestiest bday ever. oh mann. i love today. thanks to all of u who made it possible!!!

ok back to the fun thg. i came to sch as usual, the had assembly.. then.. after tt i was so shocked when yingxu, meiping, cheng and boon started to sing happy bday to me!!! i was like shhh.. quite abit can cos so malu. hahaha was so touched i nearly cried.. really really really thanks to the lovely poohpiglet pillow and huge packs of chips and choco!!! thanks!! u guys really made my day! o mann. i cant stop thankin u guys! =))))))))) *millions of hugs to u guys*

ok then the day went on as usual, pple wished me along the way. saw me carrying a luggage full of gifts then stare. omg. nearly died of stares. and i really look so old for once.. like auntie carrying plastic bags! but who cares! i appreciate it. X)

then had a fun time tagging along with meisum home!! b4 tt went to grandstand to collect pressie frm wilson, vincent and bao yuan! and yarhhs till now i cant figure out how did baoyuan come into the pic.. like me dun even talk to him or know him. hahah weird. nvm. i bet he only contributed ONE SWEET. ahhaha!! nvm nvm its the tot tt counts. thanks!!! and yarh. u kept laffing to urself when i was collecting my gift!! wad's wrong mann! hah! ok lah. dun pick on u liao. thanks mortal, angel and passerby. hahaha!! no bao yuan is the physics man! hahaha ok. thanks physicist. =) and yarh.. jus to let u guys know... the words on the card are really cheesy. eekk hahahaha!!! nonetheless appreciate it!!!

kae.. then after tt went out with my bunch of frens - wx, huiqi, genie.. now manda MIA cos in US so only left us. so sad. nvm thanks manda for the tag! ahhah we had fun at pastamania cine. then wx and genie keep fighting so wx spilled coke on hui then blow up sia!! hahaha hui.. relac relac. alot pple stareing at u when u screamed can.. hahaha.. then went kbox! hahahah as usual sang our lungs out.. and yarh came back at 830.. bathe then online lorh!!! hahahaha

end of my LOVELY LOVELY 2006 BEST BDAY. LOVE U GUYS ALOT. thanks

~purple gal~ "i wish today wld never end"

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

sick sick sick.. wad a time to be sick!! its gonna be my bday and im sick! so no no goodies! oh mann how can u do this to me wenqi! hahahaha!! JOKin la.. but i must say ur virus is POWDERFUl. it blew my nose off in 2 hrs, my lungs in 4 and my brains in half a day. so basically, all i did today was something MArveLLous. sleep. yeah. slept for nearly the whole day and im still feeling that tinge of drowziness now.. hahaha wad kinda flur bug is this?!?! some mutation? nahhs, i think its jus booncheemia. hahahahahahh!! better nt let wenqi see this.. okok.. that's nt the pt.. the pt is.. im super happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cos IM IN LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! hahahahah..

SHoo. its a gal la. ok im straight. im telling u, im straight....... okayyyyyy. believe me. anywayyy, i love sasa and miss her to bits!!! cris too.. oh mann sasa is the sweetest ever fren everrrr.. ok. i hsall nt elaborate... but yeah. she rocks my world. my second hk best fren!! first one to know is cris. love them to bits. all thanks to fung really.. love him too hahhahaha and yes, he's a guy. hahahha and he's an actor. ok. u must be thinking i really blew my brains off.. so i shall stop here.. short and SWEET. YESH. SWEEEET. X)

~purple gal~ "u made me smile again"

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Friday, April 14, 2006

bleah. school sucks big time. and i think its cos of my class and stressful life. dunno why i think our class is kinda superficially bonded.. maybe im too sensitive la. but i think thats not the point. the point in, there are cliques in class alr and its nt even the end of J1 yet. yeah its normal for every class to have cliques but i think our class is quite extreme about that.. haiya. thats why sch sucks. cant settle down like IJ which is so bonded! really inside out although individual classes have certain gangs.. hahahah oh well. hope 2 yrs pass real quickly and i can get of of this whole complex MESS of SHIT that ive been tolerating since 2nd intakers came. hah. better nt say too much in case its gettin obvious. aiya. its nt that im angry of frustrated or wad.. jus feel that there are so many undercurrents in frenship now that we're in JC.. life in JC sucks. really hope i can jus transfer to poly.

geex and i miss saleena! she's like having to much fun in CJ and im stuck in this mugger school with no really close frens.. thats sad right? hahaha luckily i still have jx, jessica, sal etc. if nt life would be miserable. oh well.. i think i said too much. =X okok, NJ SUCKS like shit cos of the super stressful env too. like wth. everyone is like mugging to hard and having so high expectations of me! like im NO MUGGER KKKKKKKK. i repeat. i hate pple to have high expectations of me and i hate being called a mugger so will all of u jus stop that? im human too u know. and im normal like anyone else. please. i cant stand this kinda "superficial" life and "sucky" environment. life sucks.

ok lets nt talk abt the stupididty and foolishness of my rambling if pple out there reading my blog cant read in btw the lines. ok nvm. i shall jus be SUPERFICIAL as well so as to SUIT the NJcian culture. i am happy. ok? happpy

and yes. my birthday is approaching and i SHD BE HAPPY. so ok. im happy.
yeah, first of all i wanna thank everyone who has given me bday pressies! thanks wei xian, genie, manda( love ur card!!), huiqi, andrew and of cos my dear mummy jX and Jessica too. nahhs they didnt give me any pressies but they have given me a priceless gift. MORAL SUPPORT, really.. im nt being touchy or wad.. its jus tt i really appreciate the times when i smsed u guys or talk online to u guys abt hw frustrating is my sch. and u guys encouraged me and was there for me. im really thankful.
my dear best best buddy saleena as well. not to be mushy but i will rmb wad u have done for me. really hope i was in cJ WITH U TOO... oh well.. nvm. jus treat tt ive made the wrong choice. sigghs.

without all of these precious frens, i really think i wld jus go bonkas. so a huge thankew!
and yesh, thanks to wenqi too! for making life in NJ colourful. hahah u rawk buddy. and yesh, ur mapo tofu is the best! muackkk. nice one dude! =) so yuppers, thanks alot for making days and days of my life in NJ better at least.

~purple gal sighs~

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