my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER...

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

updating in progress... (edited version cos i thought mr wk tan sucked afterall)

im happy is cos i think thinK AND THINK that raymond, tavia, charmaine and some yummy yummy cast will be coming to sg!!! wait. rephrase. is might be coming.. ahahaa! thats cool~ but then again. i cant go "visit" them like i did le.. cos prelims are like so near JunE... then... hahahaa.. YA KNOW WAD I MEAN? ok.. nvm. thats my wish, and i guess it'll always stay as my wish... so nvm. at least they're here again. =)

hmm.. maybe thats all.. simplethings like that can make me realliee happy mann... maybe im jus a simple gal afterall.. hahaa.. ok. simple as in not that "simple" arh.. hahaha. "konk!" THOSE WHO THINKS IM MENTALLY SIMPLE. hahahaha kaeee... im snoring. yucks. wrong word. im snoozing. nt much different.. hahaha but wadever the case im tired.. *yawns* sorry for such a boring, no life entry. hehez. maybe cos im kinda stressed out now.. LIKE NOW. cos of approaching mid yr exams.. hahaha.. forget it. i shall jia youuu.

ok dokie. im sick with a bad bad throat and runnin nose. gonna see doctor tmr after prac maybe... i've been sick on and off for like 3 weeks?! thats enuff to kill *choyy* ahhaha kae, my blog says rest well. hahahaa so i will. tata everyone! =)

~purple gal feeling the stress~ can life be more interesting?

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

wheeee!! im online like finally. hahahaa!! im reallllyyy superr duppperrr happy today cos firstly, MY BIRHTDAY IS COMING!!! hahaha kae, i guess this is loud enuff even for the aliens in pluto to hear hhahhaa.. and secondly, cos im insipred to work hard!!! yeahh!! feel so happy. me and my dearest pal -jia xin- will work together towards our goal -- goin hk if we do well!! yeappieee. and so happy to find someone i can relate to. hahaha. buddies for life mann.

ok dokieee.. i simply loveee tvb shows to bits. they rawk rawk rawk. hahahaa!!! jus watched eternal happiness (ch 8 530pm) todayy and it was still freakingly niceeeee even if i watched like 3 times. hahahaa!!! im madly in love with *ray,mich,tavia,ron* they totally are so cheeky and they have loads of chemistry btw them!! oh mannn!! im loving them more each dayyy!hahaha...
yeshh yesh, im so happyyy also cos golden faith will be airing on ch u soooonnnn!!! but its at 10pm so maybe i wont wanna watch. must restrain. and go studyyy ahahahaha!! shiokers still cos at least i get to see the trailer sometimes with *mich and xuannnnn* and *ray and tav* yeappieeee. mich and xuan are super lovable as sis. they're reallie the "oerfect sis" on screen mann!! hahaha u guys shd catch the show!! and oscar(raymond) of course!!! the baddie for the first time!! hahahaha he can reallie act but his hair jus sucks. ahhahaha he shd go re style it when he was in this show. hahahaha anywayyy, im happppyy and sad.. cos mich wont be on tvb anymore.. =( sighh. i miss her cheekiness(if there's such a word) and her lively charac mann!! look at her(li jun) in eternal happiness! she jus rawks! sighh. but sometimes thats her decision to leave tvb. and we cant change it. haiz. anywayyy, lets look on the brighter side of life!!

oh yeshhh and recently, i jus got the urge to watch all the shows of the four of them *mich,ray,ron,tav* those good ones!!! so i decided that im gonna save up to buy the following vcds!!! they're so ex kae... but i think i will wanna "collect" them cos they're really gd shows. hahahahaa!! ok wad an ex hobby.
anywayyy, these are the shows:

1. survivor's law (by raymond, myolie)
2. golden faith (by ray,mich,xuan,tav)
3. triumph in the skies (by mich,ron,sammul,bosco,myolie)
4. twins of brothers (is the vcd out yet? for sale? i nt too sure) (ray,ron,tav,leila)
5. eternal happiness (the very bestie show-gu zhuang- in my life) (mich,ray,myolie)
6. the last breakthrough (ray,leila)
7. lost in the chamber of love (mich,ron,myolie,kenneth)

waaakkkakaa im gonna be broke or bankrupt if i can buy all but that's my dream! jia xin: we must jia youuu kae?! i hope all these vcds can jus drop frm the sky mann! hahahaha thats day dreaming. kae larhh. i better get down to work now... so slacking. and theres band tmr. suckks cos today i sprained my little toe!!! so tmr i'll be limping my way there and back. and we're goin out of sch somemore cos gt exchange prog. arghhhh!!! ok ok, im so moody abt band and so hyper abt shows. ahahaha i hopeeee i can get more posters/anything with *them* heheheeezzz. wheeee... i seriously look forward to after my o's! gonna go for tvb shows marathon!!! wakakkaka.. jx: maybe we shall go get all our fav shows and watch until siao. ahhahhahaa!!! this is my motivation! =)

ohhhh and YUMMY YUMMY WILL BE COMING SOON TOO!!!! WA WHEEE! im telling u this show will be good!!! tt time ray/charmaine/tavia/kevin came and we all "feng" le, go watch them act, look for them! hahahaha wad an experience! nvr nvr nvr will i forget. my dream was like... oh my god. u shd have asked cheng hong how i felt when raymond called me. i nearly fainted... =D kk, its in the past niwae, so shant dwell too much even tho its smthg happy.. hahaha.. im looking into the future!

for now, jus hope to have a gd nite zzz and may god bless my poor toe. hopefully i can walk(properly) tmr. and yesh! thanks to jia xin especially for urging me to go on! =hk rawks= hope and pray we can go there this yr! then look for christ/cris! and ray/ron/tav !!! how i jus wish michelle was still in tvb, haiz. wadever la. we cant change fate. hahahha alrights, nites. *yawns*

~purple gal jumps for joy~
they're my motivation, i will work hard

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

i am so freakingly pissed by someone. idiotic freaking monstrous pig. hate that person to the core and arghhhh that stoopid freak screwed up my life. ok, chill mann. the person is nt worth my effort, i shant even dwell on stuff abt (*&^%$#@. im sorry. venting out my pent up frustrations. life sucks. i jus have everything so supperrrly messed up. whew. hard time clearing the mess now. sucks sucks sucks. sigh.. sometimesi hope im not living/leading this kinda life.. but i guess i gotta face it. anyway its jus a few more sickening months then that $%^&*() person will never ever appear in my life again so i shant be too bogged down by this issue here. oh wells, i jus simply find that the people ard me lack UNDERSTANDING AND RESPECT. everything is getting so superficial in my life. hate it. dread it. it sucks.

somethings might be better left unsaid cos wad im gonna say here might hurt anyone out there reading. anyway, this $%^&* person has seriously twisted the facts into lies and i hateee it!! oh mann. im goin mad. kae. i shall NOT DWELL. i shall NOT DWELL.

as for my march holi, i can say that march holi=sch days. its really 8-5 kinda "working hours" when i have band. band's killing me. aep's strangling me. the 2 regrets i have in my life. biggest regret. but, like do i have a choice? i chose them. so i shall go ahead with it. yarh la. basically, my schedule is this:

monday: 8-3 band, 3-dunno when corrine's hse-->lit proj
tues: 9-6 aep
wed: 2-330 sax lesson 5-7 tuition
thurs: band until dunno wad time.got exchange prog.
fri: free -whew-i hope nthg comes here if nt wont be able to do revision
sat: like wad else mann.. band -bleahh-
sun: -free-

ok, so i have only 2 freaking days to do revision for 1 whole term of stuff. gosh. dont ya think it sucks? ok. i better nt say too much if nt later gt preaching frm my dear frens again. hahahaa jokkkinnn.

k larh. stressed but have to take it in stride. i can do it. yeah. i believe in myself.

-purple gal turning green- stress

my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER... ;