my.BEAUTIFUL DISASTER...

Monday, February 28, 2005

tired day. had band after school and yeapps, had tuition thereafter.this wk's gonna be real bz for me.my schedule is packed like sardines, oh gosh,stressing me up. anyway, got my o levels chin results today! was pretty happy with my grade-a1 yeahh!!! like my pray did really work. ok, put the happiness aside, cos if nt i get carried away. hahaha! yeapps, this is how my week goes:

tues: aep until 7pm (like is there OT pay?)
wed: band until 6 plus at spore conference hall
(like im working 5 days a week,24hrs,gimmeee a breakkk!)
thurs: physics prac test(after sch)
a maths test
(oh no! i seriously feel tt im lagging cos i din revise physics AT ALL and im serious, wad current electricity or some "shock" ing chapter..hah! i guess, i need an electric shock to wake me up, like harlowww is the O levels yr mann
as for a maths, i dunno wadda say. i suck at maths.. but hey don try to cheat me of $ kae,im super calculative.. hahaha)
fri: band until 530pm like it'll end at 6plus again.
(band's stressing me out. frm 3 times a wk,to 4 times, to everyday!! and still have to memorise the freaking scores!! wad is this mann. isnt music smthg we create to de stress and nt to stress?)
-thats the irony in life- sometimes i hate band. (facts can be hurting)
sat: band like againnnn!!!! to quote frm my lit play im studying:
"im sick and tired of it. im sick and tired of it!"

well, band's very time consuming. and we cant get out of it until when we're "a foot away" frm o levels, wad's the use mann!! like wad can u do in 1/2/3 mths without cca? why cant they jus let us stop band after syf?!!? blabbbeeerrrr. dooders. suckyyy. wadever.
sorry there, jus venting my pent up anger. it jus shows that we needa PLAN LIKE AGAIN. gosh.stressful.

as for the other things in my life that's goin on, gossiping ard about whoever u guys shd noe. hahah i dunch really care larhs.jus don get overboard.. see! how nice i m. (ok i gotta agree that i can go mad writing a blog entry) yeapps, asfornow, im strugglin to do some rough sketchesfor my aep proj. yeappiees, so off i go.

CONGRATS TO ALL THE PPLE WITH GD RESULTS AND DONT GIVE UP TO THOSE WHO DIDNT ACHIEVE WHAT THEY EXPECTED TO ACHEIVE!

*** happy birthday mei ying and chua***

~purple gal is drained frm sch work and band~ my life is so messy

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Friday, February 25, 2005

its 1230am now and i dunno why im still awake altho mentally im drained. tmr there'll be band exchange programme..cool~ cant wait to interact with my section mates again! i find them gettin crazier each day-rebecca and noelle hahhaaa!! farnie hornies. anywayz, this week was quite a tiring, slack, stressed week. tension everywhere.in class,at home and with myself. cos there has been too much hw le!!! and im nt doin revison so i dunno wad's goin on.. well, maybe i do but only to a small extent.hah.extent. how i wished i gotmr ng as our ss tr.then we wont be so dead during ss. but wells,i guess my wish wasnt granted. arghh.im strugglin to dothe chem assignment which is so freakingly hard. hahhaa. and my eyelids are closing soon... been a dampened week cos of class issues esp. whew. now its over and im quite glad.altho prob nt really solved, i believe puttin the dwelling aside is the best thing to do now! yawnns. im dead tired and drained. ahah! how many times have i said that word - drained?! hahaha. i can be declared as an officially lame pig. i lovee piggies! and doggies! tat day when we went for painitng, bern k and i had to leave taka's kfc early for tuition then we were v late le larhs. but then, hahaha we haven even walk out of the building then isaw this cuteeee hugggeee stuffed dog!! so cutee staring out the glass thingy so i dragged bern kor to come with me to take a peek! and hahhaa.saw the dolphin one too!! lovablekae..jus too bad i din had time to hugg it or smthg. maybe i would have brought it home then hahahaa!!

wells, i love huge stuffed toys. esp those tt u can hug!! hahhahah im a child. hahahah okok, enuff of crap. im in a very gd mood now, so must well go zzz. hehee!!

~purple gal~

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

TO mr eric tan:

Grief

Among the students, u stood tall
Joking, smiling, laughter before
But one day when laughter ceased
And disappointment shattered the peace
The sorrow, pain inflicted, stabbed our souls
It was indeed hard for us to fill in the holes.

All we could say was to cheer u up
but deep down in your heart
was merely an empty cup
we probed and questioned for u to mention
wheres the problem thats causing the tension.
But u still didnt say
And that left us disarray.

dont be sad mr tan. altho most of us dunno where the prob lies, we will stick together as a class and face it together, with you. cos we're a family right? cheers, thanks for replying my msn. im really glad.

-purple gal-

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

i sounded really shag on msn today. sorry for those moods that were dampened cos i'm feeling really down. well, smthg has jus happened in my life and im trying very hard to face the situation. im really thankful for those who managed to cheer me up when i was online, and gave me encouragement. i truly appreciate it. =) haiz. i think this is a turning point in my life when i feel tt everything ard me is goin wrong. seriously, i shdnt have taken the first step at all. should not. anyway, there's always a passing phase so i jus have to let time heal our wounds. im really sorry to some pple out there.. u guys shd know wad i mean. hopefullywe can still be frens.

~purple fairy~

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Transparent

A solitary tree in the graveyard
Tormented by sun, wind and rain
Clinging on hard to the ground
Making a mark with its sounds

But somehow nobody sees it
Whether it survives or dies
Seated in lonely seclusion
As it holds back the cries

Under the moonlight it moans
Bitter, sorrow, fear shown
But whoever will ever notice
A tree with the beauty of its own?

Life

Birds,blue,butterflies
Out of my window, the vast sky
Reaching towards the sun and clouds
Trying to soar up high
Living on praises, all renewed
Treasuring the experiences, tranquil
Making a little change to my life
I see the opportunity in the light
Letting go, unwanted memories
For all I have, so dreary
Learning to cherish what I have
Beauty, vanity, power in sight
Love, hatred in a cycle,
Torment, pain follow after

As the sky mellows,
And emptiness swallows
I think of you
Cos u were once part of my life.

all i can say for now to all is to treasure everyone ard you. u'll come to realise one day that u need all of them to bring light to your life. =) u know sometimes its hard to accept certain things but we have to, eventually. changes do happen and time will heal all wounds. sometimes when u're forced to accept a situation, because of a certain circumstance, u might lose confidence in God/ in yourself. but nvr give up. pray hard. live for yourself and miracles will happen. =)

this is my msg to all depressed souls out there. no matter who u r, i will stand by u.

~purple fairy~

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Saturday, February 12, 2005

someone jus called me a sleepy pig. the person who called me that must be guilty of it now. whahaha.. cos hahaha. kana bang. ahha oh wells, i cant stand the fact that im sittin here and staring straight at one fat green pomelo. eerie.
everything at home is goin haywire. air con dunno air wad kinda room. so humid. fan keeps on nagging away. grr grr grr whole day. hahha. door squeking away. oh mann. my hse is old, my room is pathetic.. oh right, did i spell haywire corectly? ahhahah. this yr has been very laughed off. my lungs are super tired mann. ahha yarhh! abt the things in my hse. cranky are they. trying to urge me to change them so they can retire. no way mann. hahah. im not lettin them off like that. hah! i think im extra saddistic. don even let off those little non living things. hehehe.. oh wells.

this wk, pretty bz. offended so many other pple out there unknowingly. sorries sorries. i dunno why i dunno how to get started to study for chem and ss. sucks. hahaa. and how nice, my physics test was screwed up. serious. hahah i guess, this yr gonna be tough again. *whew* and haha i buay ta han alr. yawns. maybe u're right to call me a sleepy pigg hahaha!!! cos i jus napped for 3 hrs in the afternoon. wheheeeee.

hyper me. siao le.
~purple gal~

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You scored as Musical/Rhythmic. You are sensitive to sounds in your environment, enjoy music and prefer listening to music when you study or read. You learn best through melody and music. People like you include singers, conductors, composers, and others who appreciate the various elements of music.

Musical/Rhythmic

100%

Verbal/Linguistic

82%

Interpersonal

79%

Intrapersonal

71%

Visual/Spatial

57%

Bodily/Kinesthetic

39%

Logical/Mathematical

36%

The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences
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yvonne, haha i guess we're on the same boat!whahaha.

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